Well I had a good day. School didn't turn out as bad as I thought it would. WOOT! Ms. Mcoulough showed me a simpler way to do reimman sums for integration so sweet.

I'm beginning to wonder how far real love can go online. I have established... like actual feelings for some people online. People I've never even seen before. It's a different feeling. Very . cool

Winipokanuku TUK TUK haZa!

Thanks to ThroughMyEyes and CutieRider

Ya'll have pulled me to shore for the past couple of drownings.

Currently Playing In the meantime... By Divine Maggees Brothers Song && Tonight see related

Well. I feel much better. Tat band that i heard last night.... i was listening to one of their songs for 3 hours (just that one song! *gasp*) and like somehow i just tuned in as if by command for just a moment and heard something.

"How can you have changed... if you never even gave it a try."

Immediatly i had this moment and was like OMG! It was so true and deep somehow. And now Divine Maggees is my favorite band. John and I are going to hook up next weekend and work on some similiar stuff for local.

Homework. Homework. Homework.

Wow. Year-long feelings keep resurfacing. I don't know why. But now they seam to come out and halt my every urge for love. Being cheated on has completely changed my life. this is now oh-so apparent. Tonight in the midst of my "depression" i saw a new band in downtown Greenville "Diviine Maggees". I was really moved. I bought the CD and now I've been listening to them for a few hours. Really healing stuff. If only temporary. I seek for some venue to emote this crap out of my heart. But it's just not happening right now. And so... I am stuck with writing about it in Xanga.

hmmm. I think.... i have a crush. courage vs. nerves (battle one) FIGHT!

Thank you so much BayBay!

Things at school aren't all that gravy right now. I'm starting to see the evil side (rrreerr!) of my teachers. Their stupid rules (like giving you a zero on math homework if it's not in pencil [WTF!])... but ya... I'm interested if I can get anywhere with this thing.

Only time can tell the spaces between us---Filled with words and smiles and crying.

Memories.